I’m sorry If I seem distant
I’m sorry If I am quiet
I’m sorry If I don’t smile like before
I’m sorry If I like to be alone
I’m sorry If I sleep in my son’s room
I’m sorry If I don’t want to be with others
I’m sorry If I would rather stay home
I’m sorry If I can’t wait to die
I’m sorry If I don’t call you back
I’m sorry If I seem negative
I’m sorry If I don’t care about things
I’m sorry If I don’t hear what you are saying
I’m sorry If I can’t listen to music
I’m sorry If I am short tempered
I’m sorry If I seem selfish
I’m sorry If I have no desire to do the things I used to do
I’m sorry If I have changed
I’m sorry If I cause you pain
I’m sorry If I make you worry
I’m sorry If I am a burden
I’m sorry If I am not who I used to be
I’m sorry If I have caused you to lose your best friend
I’m sorry If I don’t feel strong enough to be in crowds
I’m sorry If I am not me
I’m sorry If I cry
I’m sorry If I don’t speak when you talk
I’m sorry If I struggle with life
I’m sorry If I hurt your feelings with the truth
I’m sorry If I am not providing monetarily
I’m sorry If I am not me
I’m sorry If I don’t answer when you call
I’m sorry If I don’t look forward to doing anything
I’m sorry If I rarely laugh
I’m sorry If I am content staying home
I’m sorry If I look forward to the day I see my son again
I’m sorry if this hurts to read, I hurt
4 thoughts on “I’m Sorry if I…”
So sorrowful and beautiful all at the same time.
I️ know it’s probably tough to read. It’s exactly how I️ feel though.. I’m working on creating a more positive environment for myself at this time with flowers, soothing music, inspirational thoughts, etc. It’s important I️ focus on this for my well being. I️ hope it helps and sticks around. 🙂 Thank you for replying!
this made me cry – i’m sorry you are going thru this
I am so sorry my family has to experience their own grieving and worry about me too. I hate that for everyone. Don’t cry my beautiful sister! Leave that for me… I love you!